I haven't posted here in a while because things have been going pretty good. That is until thursday. I have tubes in my ears and not thinking I didn't put the plugs in my ear and took a bath and got water in my ears. I ended up in the ER at 2 in the morning and didn't get home till 4. Since then I haven't been able to get a full nights sleep. My mom has also been bugging me to do the essays that I know I have to do but she won't stop bugging me about it. I got one done and am going to do the other tomorrow. I am also behind on a law enforcement project and it's really stressing me out. It's gotten to the point where
I just feel like such a failure lately. Also I have to do some make up classes and they start this thursday and my mom told me I have to go. The main problem is that it's the same day as the GSA (gay straight alliance) meeting and It would be the first meeting I go to. I am planning on doing half and half but still it's Gah... I just want to give it all up and start again...... I'm such an idiot It's getting hard to see the point in stopping again......
