i'm trying to balance my checkbook and pay bills, and once again, there's not enough. And i don't quite know why, honestly. But i'm anxious and it makes me feel panicky..... and i really, really don't want to cut (tomorrow it'll be three weeks that i've gone w/o it!!), but at the same time, i want to so much.
And being by myself doesn't help. i'm in a new house, and the roommate works opposite hours, so we never see each other. And there's not good phone reception. i tried going to the chat here, but it's still not up and running.
So why am i posting?? i guess in a last ditch effort to not be by myself and not ruin a three week run....
And in case anyone out there is massively wealthy and wants to pay my bills. Hey, it can't hurt to try, right?
<---- just because i like that there's a smurf smilie, and i'm really attempting to make healthy, positive choices. Heck, it's why i'm posting to begin with.
