Triggering (Suicide) - All setting in. . .

tierra04 · 18-06-2007, 04:21 AM

It's been a very hard, long week to say the least. I lost my aunt, to her very long battle with cancer. She had not been doing too well for a while, and finally passed away early Saturday morning. I have been helping take care of her all week. . .and you would think that after watching her die like that, I would want to cherish life. As horrible as this may sound. . .I don't. . .and I'm still have the stupid suicidal thoughts. That's not how I want to end up, but some days, I think it's my destiny. I'm not sure what to do. . .everything from the past few weeks now has the chance to kind of soak in. . .and it's hard to deal with. I'm a mess right now. . .forgive me all.

abcdefgpie · 18-06-2007, 09:39 AM

Hey, you don't ned to ask us to forgive you, there's nothing to forgive; most of us have probably felt this urge to die at one point or another.
*hug*
It must have been hard losing your aunt.
I can't imagine how you're feeling, and I don't know your story.
However, I am here if you ever need to chat.
Just PM me.
Take care.
Love Rhiannon xxx

Shadowedcorner · 18-06-2007, 04:51 PM

Hey Tierra. I haven't talked to you in a long time. I'm sorry for your loss, too. Although its tough now, things will get better. You just have to remember what you're here for. *hugs*

jlc2010 · 18-06-2007, 05:01 PM

what's there to forgive?

wow, u must hav been very close 2 ur aunt. its sad to lose a person u love like that. well, think of it this way, ur aunt will always b with u in spirit, so she's not really gone. and she wont have to feel no more pain, no more suffering, just peace. she's in a better place now, and who knows, u may see her again....unless u commit suicide...anyway, dont worry, things will get better, i promise... *hugs*