Hey Ally, you know I think you are a star! Please stay strong and keep fighting. You are doing so well getting all your work done and hopefully after it's all finished you will feel under a little less pressure. Take care of yourself yeah? Wouldn't want anything happening to my 'cross the pond drinking buddy xxx
Alyssa dear ryl daughter, my prayers are with you!
*gives you a comforting cherishing cuddle*
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
hey ally.
please look after yourself now yeah? you have been doing so well with doing your papers and your silly virtual rat just hang in there and it will start to get better very soon! i promise.
and then you really will be "in the field of psychology" :p had to say it sweetie just for u :)
xxx
Even as the stone of the fruit must break
that its heart may stand in the sun,
so must you know pain.
There are only two ways in which one can live their life. One is as though nothing is a miracle, the other is as though everything is.
Hey guys, thanks. No worries, really, just in a bit of a fog and not sure what to do... Finishing uni now I need a place to live, a job... And I just don't really want to... I don't want to do anything. My plans left me some time ago and now all I see is nothing... Sounds weird I know but... *shrug*
Love you guys
*cuddles everyone, special squishes for Jeremy*
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
*Gives you a big hug* Sorry to hear that your struggling. I wanted you to know that i care about you and that im here for you if you need me. I hope you feel better soon. My thoughts are with you. *Gives you another cuddle*
doesn't sound weird to me honey. i need to look for a place to live for next year but am currently in denial as have no idea where to look and who to live with. so its scaring the **** out of me.
there's nothing i want to do either.
i guess we just have to take each day as it comes. my psych keeps telling me to picture where i want to be in 5 years, personally i dont think it helps, i prefer to just concentrate on the here and now, and follow my instincts as much as possible. something will come your way that will feel right - just follow that, and see where it leads you.
i dont think we can plan life too much. sometimes stuff just happens. or it doesn't.
*big hugs* for ally.
Even as the stone of the fruit must break
that its heart may stand in the sun,
so must you know pain.
There are only two ways in which one can live their life. One is as though nothing is a miracle, the other is as though everything is.
Location: Denial Tent, Virtual Psych Ward Campsite, MA, USA
I am currently:
my RYL twin rocks and she can do anything
also you dont need to figure out job and career and all of that right away after you graduate..... at least i dont think so.... because i didnt and i graduated college in 2006... so yeah actually i might be a LITTLE bit behind and falling in a downward spiral but ummmm hey that was 2 years ago so you have at least 2 years then, right? and hey if you absolutely need more time cant you live with your parents or a friend or fam or something? i'm a hermit-like loser living with my mother and if i can do it you can to!
*rotates a meerkat through 90 degrees just for you*
^^^
See the lengths i will go to for those in distress!
Hope you are okay xxx
~Phoenix~ is my Little Sister of Awesomeness and Self-Delusion :P Bitter Angel is my Mitten Animad is my Top Trump All Im Living For - Is my beautiful and special daughter who isnt called Kim but will moan if i dont add her :P
Matthew!!! lol I'm not sure exactly what you did to that poor Meerkat but it's nice to 'see' you.
Thanks guys, I'm not gonna sit here and complain about it (if you'd like to know, go check out my blog ) but I did want to tell my lovely RYL twin that she has good advice and it's nice to be positive... But part of the problem is that I can't go home. I mean, I've not been kicked out or anything, I just couldn't handle it. 99% of my family lives in that area and they demand a lot of time and energy and I just can't handle that atm. Besides I'll never be completely at ease around my mother as since she's learned about my cutting trys to get me to talk about it or does subtle things that may seem thoughtful but tend to make me feel like an idiot...
*shrug* so it seems I'm up a creek without a paddle... And a lot of it is my fault*sigh*. Damn.
Thanks again guys.
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
) but I did want to tell my lovely RYL twin that she has good advice and it's nice to be positive... But part of the problem is that I can't go home. I mean, I've not been kicked out or anything, I just couldn't handle it. 99% of my family lives in that area and they demand a lot of time and energy and I just can't handle that atm. Besides I'll never be completely at ease around my mother as since she's learned about my cutting trys to get me to talk about it or does subtle things that may seem thoughtful but tend to make me feel like an idiot...
. Damn.