aaaarrrrgggg!!!!!

Tomorrowwillcome · 02-06-2008, 11:05 AM

My head is screaming and I can hear it trying to make me succumb to the temptation of self injury and I am trying to fight it off with the voice of reason. I have put my tablet stash into a bag and trying to convince my head to dispose of them as I feel taking them would be because of a silly impulse rather than any real need to die.

I'm keeping my blades in my pocket just in case, I could not dispose of those yet as I am far to reliant on them at the mo.

Diamonds. · 02-06-2008, 11:15 AM

Aw, hunny. I know it must be hard, but try and get rid of it all. Maybe get a box and lock it away hide the key somewhere.

PM me if you need me.

Tuesday · 02-06-2008, 12:22 PM

it might be a good idea to find a box or something else to keep your blades in and putting it somewhere where it's a little hard to get. keeping them in your pocket might be more of a temptation to hurt yourself. if you have to keep them with you, maybe you could put lots of tape around them to help keep yourself from SIing. take care xxx

Sometimes Crazy · 03-06-2008, 01:20 AM

Hey there,

I have trouble getting rid of "things" too - I sorta need to know they're there. But I make sure they are wrapped up and well hidden, and keep bands with me instead. Maybe this would help you? Also, if getting rid of the pills is tricky, could you try putting them in a hidden place too? Do you want to talk about why this may be a hard time for you? *cuddles*

xx