i cant handle this right now

[randomtangent]

my parents found out about the cutting this morning.
they cornered me, individually, and basically yelled at me about how i wasnt right in the head.
I wish there could have been at least an ounce of concern, but there wasnt... it was all just judgement, and now i feel like ****...
they want to put me in a hospital, and give me antidepressants. They're switching my counsellor, and trying to put me in a new school.
i just cant handle all that right now though :( they've only made it worse, and now i want to hurt myself more than I ever have I'll never forget the look my dad had on his face... like i was a gigantic insect from planet X.
honestly, they were pretty insulting about it... my dad referred to what i was doing as "cosmetic bullshit" whatever that means...
But im really upset, and i dont know what to do, cuz if i do it again and they find out, they'll take everything...
but i need to cut, i dont know waht to do, i feel trapped >_<

[musicmad123]

eugh I'm sorry that really does suck, maybe try and explain to them why you do it.... and how what they're doing is only going to make you worse*hugs* sorry i don't have much advice xgood luck

[Tuesday]

i'm so sorry your parents reacted like that. that's horrible! *big hugs* maybe after they get used to the idea a little more, they will change their attitude about it some. maybe it would help them to just learn about it more so they would understand it (and you) better. most parents react somewhat badly to hearing for the first time that their kid is cutting, but time often helps. i know it's hard when they had such a horrible reaction to it, but maybe trying to explain why you do it could help some. or letting them read something about it so they might understand better. good luck with everything. take care xxx

[Lost-Odd-Sock]

baby, im so sorry your parents behaved that way, i remember how my dad acted when he found out. tis just hard for them, but there's no need for them to behave that way towards you maybe they just need time to calm down, *here for you*

xxx

[randomtangent]

thanks so much for the support xx
its better today, i guess. everyones jsut walking on eggshells, but its like that around here anyway, so i can live with this. its kinda like they expect me to go off any moment... which is kind of weird.
oh well.
I just hvae my moments i guess
anyway, thanks for being there everyone :)

loveforall,
Randomtangent