Triggering (Suicide) - no its too much. support needed *also trig SI/SA*
Okay, you might have read my post in moving forward saying positive attitude, fuck that, i've burned loads, cut loads etc. i cant take this! i really cant! i've lost one of my best friends, she, whos my best friend now, is trying again almost every night! i cant take it. i cant take her randomly being okay and then her saying she hates me then okay then whatever. its too painful. i'm being stalked by a paedophile who raped me last year, i've got shit from friends, death threats, and lots of other stuff and i just cant fxcking take it! its too much! i just wanna end it.
i have a question for you all.
can i fly?
kyle xx
ps. support, replies, hugs needed /.\
I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared.
But no-one would listen, cos no-one else cared
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect but neither have you
um......i dunno if u can fly.....by airplane yeah...
now look here. dont give up on life so easily. there's more to life than all this stuff ur going throug. im sorry u lost ur first best friend, but just remember whoever that person is is forever in ur heart. and if ur best friend now keeps doing that 2 u and u cant take it, talk to her about it and maybe she'll stop, or if she refuses, find another best friend. u've probably already heard this but, shouldnt u try talking to someone? someone u can trust? ANYBODY? instead of pushing ppl away, let them help u. even if it means hearing them constintly say be positive or stay strong, talk to someone wheter it be on RYL or to someone in real life. if u havent killed urself yet, that shows that u can be strong and that u CAN take it. u ARE strong. stay strong. and what does cutting do other than cause pain u dont deserve?
I am nothing more than a little girl inside who cries out for help, yet i always try to hide
Okay now my best friend in the whole world has told me to leave her alone and then she started havin a go at me and being really mean :( somebody please please please give me some support? pm me or anything just want to know somebody cares.
Last edited by TheWeirdOnes : 17-06-2007 at 09:48 PM.
I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared.
But no-one would listen, cos no-one else cared
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect but neither have you
*hugs* we do care!!!
and yea it's horrible when you have ppl that you thought cared about you turn their backs...do you know what set your best friend off, is she maybe dealing some s*it right now? maybe try talking to her and finding out what the issue is...
you're dealing with a lot at the moment..and you cant do it on your own..maybe counselling would be helpful?
if you're being stalked and you know who it is you should consider going to the police.
and pls take care of your burns and cuts..i know it's hard to do that when you dont care about anything right now but it is important..the last thing you want right now is an infection.
PM anytime pls take care
xoxoxox
Do not follow the common path.....go where there is no path and leave a trail.....
I'm so sorry, it sounds like you're going through an awful lot right now. I can understand that it must be really tough for you.
I know supporting someone is hard going, especially when you're struggling yourself. You sound like a really caring friend though, but maybe it's time to get your friend some professional help. Could you try tell someone how she's been feeling?
That sounds really scary about the paedophile. If he comes near you, you need to call the police. You're safety is so important.
I know it's tough, but please hang int here and stay safe. Suicide isn't the answer.
*squishes*
I understand how you feel as I am going through a starkly similar situation with someone myself. Both of you, I know it's stressful when two people with the same problem trigger each other... please be safe, both of you. I'm here any time.
