Triggering (Suicide/Sexual Abuse) - exhausted

[darksin]

i exhausted from fighting //// i was sa from such a young age... im so screwed up and i cant cope any more .... i dont si deeply so the scars fade ova time and i feel like a fraud... butit still hurts.... hurts to wake up in the morning... hurts to breathe.... this isnt normal is it .......no one kno
ws and the friends who even have the tiniest inklin turn away from me;


im worthless

[chocostashchick]

you are NOT a fraud
not having permanent scars doesn't make you a fraud
the SI is a symptom of the bigger problem inside that is making you feel this way and do these things and you deserve help because you deserve to feel better than this
i am sorry that the friends who have an inkling turn away from you
maybe they don't know what to do and are afraid of making things worse, afraid of doing the wrong thing? could you maybe talk to them about it and try to sort it out?
another suggestion is talking to your doc? these feelings and all this pain are too much to sort through on your own, sweetie. there is help out there and you deserve that so please think about talking to your doc and maybe getting some help with counselling?
please take care of yourself and update when you can
*hugs*
xxxooo callie

[blondiebear]

I understand. I've been fighting it for 20+ years. It just makes me weary. Some times I feel so out of place in the world.
I wish I had solutions for you and for all of us.

You are not worthless!

[irkeninvader]

*hugs you* You aren't worthless, none of it was your fault hun. Have you spoken to a doctor about how you feel? Take care hun