Triggering (SI/Suicide) - i can't.

Casper_Fading · 25-05-2008, 09:37 AM

I can't be his bright spot... not when i ant'c even be my own. i'm liek strugling to do this. struglign for work and i lvoe work! spent 20 minutes inf rotn of razors. picked em up. put em back. wanted them so adb. tire.d landlord is seling our house. hard oo find somewhre else to live. so expensive. maybe if i die than anthony can find a place that's not so spensive. i duno. just eveytrhing realy sucks right now.

Pomegranate · 25-05-2008, 09:43 AM

*offers you hugs* Suicide is not going to help with your housing situation hun, but I think you already know that. I'm sorry you are feeling so crappy at the moment though and that you had such strong temptations this morning. But regardless, you did manage to resist and that takes enormous strength as far as I am concerned. I hope things get better for you soon and I'm sorry for the slightly pointless response lol (not been to bed yet) but I will be thinking of you xxx

l'il esky · 25-05-2008, 09:57 AM

hey sweetie sending lots of cuddles, like pomegranate said you not being around is not gonna sort out housing situation and doubt your bf would be too happy about it either. well done for resisting the temptation of cutting so far! take care hunni xx

Casper_Fading · 25-05-2008, 10:23 AM

i'm sokpe sto be taking prozac. but i'm not. and it does help i just foget! gah. i need to og to bde i thnk. thans for caring guys

Casper_Fading · 25-05-2008, 10:49 PM

I feel better this morning. I told my fiance that things were getting really bad really quickly and he is going to remind me to take my meds and also just keep a general eye on me and watch out for me.

vrinda_sevini · 26-05-2008, 12:20 AM

wow
i'm glad he's taking care of you
hope you take the meds and feel better soon
sorry you need to get a new place
hope that goes good

Yellow · 26-05-2008, 05:25 AM

*snuggles tight*
im glad youre feeling better.
and so so glad that your fiance is going to be keeping an eye on you. im glad you told him. i still admire you so much Jess....and always will.
much much love.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Queen Crabbit · 27-05-2008, 10:53 PM

Jess, I don't have much right now, but I care lots about you and hope you're okay.
x

chocostashchick · 27-05-2008, 11:18 PM

good for you that you told your fiance honey! that was good. take those meds and let him know when things get really bad and maybe talk to your doc? maybe you could get an extra emergency appt for this week or something? Jess, you are lovely and fabulous and i know you can get through this.
*hugs you*