I swear i made this post already...

Merc · 21-05-2008, 12:04 AM

anyways i cant fond..and maybe it sould be in suport...my head so utterly a mess...

The doc was a bust...a toal ****ing bust..

And better still????

Guess WHO made it a mess and ****ed up????

ME!!!!!!

He started off on hie ****ing tirade of BPD..theni told hime i need a diff med (didnt wanna have hubby blast hime and then have hi not give me proper meds...ita about qwhat he ould do.

Anyways, 'apparently', I took over and wouldnt let him speak. Now YES i can see that to some degree. i DO do that!! But all he did was tap me on the leg gently a few times, then put his head down..and that wasit...he was mad ayt me...so he gave up as i wouldnt let him have his say...when he could have spoken up ANYTIME!!! Said, 'I have something to say..." etc..but he gave up.

Im very disappointed...but i have only myselkf to blame....

Nothing from the ed clinic either....
PLUS...
I spent ,oney i shpild not have ON ebAY, YET I asked HIOM THE OTHER DAM TO BLOCK IT FOR ME. So i couldnt use it..he never did....
But that again is MY fault and the BPD partly too.

so a shitty day made worse

yay me
:o(

romp

Alchemyst · 21-05-2008, 12:08 AM

bad luck huni Im sure it wasnt as bad as you think

hope the ed clinic are in touch soon

xx

All I'm Living For · 21-05-2008, 01:03 AM

*huggles* i'm so sorry things didnt go well hun *cuddles* i hope you hear from the ed clinic soon.
thinking of you *squishes*

soph.

vrinda_sevini · 21-05-2008, 01:28 AM

awww romp, i'm sorry
*hugs*
we did know the doctor was a jerk, right?
i'm sorry it went this way

Pomegranate · 21-05-2008, 01:31 AM

awww Romp *hugs*
Try to take it easy hun, don't beat yourself up about it too much.
Hope you hear from the ED clinic soon xx

21-05-2008, 03:17 AM

*cuddles tight*

flying rain · 21-05-2008, 03:50 AM

I'm so sorry hon. I hope things get better for you, and I'm sending lots of hugs your way. I know it's hard but try not to beat yourself up over this.

<333

Auburn Shadow · 21-05-2008, 11:43 AM

I'm sorry it didn't go so well for you hun. Hope it gets better for you soon.
*huge hugs*

-Hana xx

Casper_Fading · 21-05-2008, 11:46 AM

I'm sorry love. I wish it had gone better. I wish I could give you wonderful words of wisdom but i got nothing right now. i'm sorry! i really am.

Slip · 21-05-2008, 01:24 PM

*Hugs hun* I'm sorry....much love! x

crazykat · 21-05-2008, 01:32 PM

*Huge hugs* Sorry you had a hard day, hope tomorrow is a better day for you