you dont want this to be over. i've lost a friend to suicide. it may be over for her but it will never be over for the people she left behind. it would be the same for the people you would leave behind. i cant imagaine it being a very pleasent way to die either (i've tried it and its not fun). alsoyou'd never know if you could get through this or not. i know right now it seems like you cant but really, you can. look at all the people here who have moved passed it. you can get through this. get some help and dont let this win. fight, fight and keep fighting. its hard, its tiring but its better than the alternative. *huggles*
please take care and get some help.
