Sister Of Mine

['LlyC]

For years I have kept very few friends close. My closest friend is my
"sister" I care about her more than anyone in the world. I always strive to make her happy with me. She is very hard for me to read, and often I feel distant from her. I worry about her health and weall being everyday and when I'm not with her I can't help but worry about where she is or how she is doing. I tried to tell her this, but I fear she did not believe me! I fear she thinks I don't care about her. I can't tell her how much she means to me, because she is straight and I am not. I fear should I tell her all she means to me she will become frightened or repulsed by my orientation and leave me forever! I cant live without her, but I cant tell her that either!

How do I convince Her I care about her without confessing my love for her?? How do I reach this...Happy medium??

Please....Help Me...? I dont' wanna drift away from my big sissy...

[green.eyes]

maybe you could make like a gesture of frienship like making her something special? or just telling her how grateful you are she's around again.
not sure what else to suggest
*hugs*
take care

['LlyC]

I'm working on making her something...

I just hope she likes it...

Thanks ^__^

She's just so hard to get to sometimes lately...I guess I'm just paranoid...IDK

[green.eyes]

i'm sure she'll love it because it comes from the heart.
try gently prodding her- like asking if she's really ok, reminding her she can tell you anything. some people just arent very open
np x =)

['LlyC]

I really try, but if i prod or do things like that, remind her and whatnot, she gets angry with me. She's never come to me with any of her problems. but I suppose I'm just not trustworthy or something. IDK. I'm trying. Thanks a mil!!! <3

[lilmum]

You are trust worthy. And I am sure the gift will be well worth it.