well thats it, 100th day from cutting, yay me, why do i not sound pleased
its been hard, ive even attempted along the way, but im still here and hvnt cut.
almost attempted many times but i never took them apart from that once
its only 88 days from that so i guess it doesnt count, meh
i finally found the strenth to trust girls again in the last week but nope its gone away again, proberly for a couple more months.
things keep making me really suicidal but im fighitng though i have to.
although its surprising im not having strong urges to cut anymore, should be a good sign.
100 days - congratulations... =)
That's a really huge stpe, you should be proud. Stopping self harm can be so difficult and you're doing really well.
What happened to make you trust girls - or, lose trust again?
It's great that you're not having strong urges - it means you're learning other coping mechanisims and ways to deal with what you're feeling. Thats great, and I hope you can keep it up.
What is it that is causing you to feel suicidal? I hope you're able to deal with that and overcome those, it sounds like you're doing well so far, so keep it up and remember to reach out for support when you need it.
hey, you know im so proud of you that you got to 100 days, and i know you feel bad. Im sorry that you do, and il help you however i can Youve done so fab, even when you stuggle you havent given in.
well done!!
xxx
"If only everyone could know and live with their inner craziness…people would be fairer and happier." Paulo Coelho
Congrats hun. I know you don't see eye to eye with me at the moment, but that's really really good. =] 100 days is awesome, and you can do more. Take care x
