i'm sad

[jadedfaerie]

i'm really sad. and i feel like i ****ed up.
i'm dog/house sitting this week for my friend that just got married while they're on their honeymoon. the new husband has a kid from a previous marriage, he's 14 and lives with his mother.
i came "home" today and he was here. he later told me he was taking Carter to his mom's with him for the weekend. and they just left. i've been here since monday, and i've sat for them before, so i know and love carter. it's so quiet in here and lonely now. i liked having someone to talk to when i wanted, and hug and he'd get excited everytime i walked to the back door.
and now he's gone.a nd i'm in a big empty, strange house. i should be happy. the damn dog started chewing up my slippers and made a mess of upstairs and chewed up the trash and it was strewn everywhere. (all of which was done while i wasn't here and the kid was and supposed to be watching him. carter doesn't stay int he house when no one's here)

i'm probably being paranoid but i feel like this was planned. like they told joey to come get carter for the weekend. i called them to see if it was okey if he took him carter but they haven't called me back. i feel like i'm not trusted enough to take care of a dog or that i wasn't doing a good enough job.
sigh i dont know. sorry this is so long.

[Pixie-dust]

It wont be that your not trusted they probably think you would prefer it and that it would be easier for you don't be sad!

Sorry this isn't a very good reply

Hope your ok

!

[confuzzled]

I agree. There could be many reasons for why they've took the dog. Try not to put yourself down because of it.
=)
Take care,
Chloe.xx

[meganf]

hey don' worry hunni
it won't hv been done to upset u
don't put urself down
its ok

[~SuNsHiNe~]

im sure it wasnt a reflection on u, or done to upset u
hope ur ok:)