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Triggering (SI) - Depressed&other stuff.
I am on seroxat paroxetine 30mg, and i dont think its really working. I feel really depressed. I hate feeling this way, and ive felt this way for a long time. It may be sunny outside, but in my heart im sad, i feel so low. My appetite has decreased a lot. And i really want to self-harm. I havent done it for over 8 weeks now. But theres only so long I can go before i have to give in.
Also, i believe that people are having access into my thoughts, and that they are able to read them, and remove my thoughts.
Im scared to take my meds because if i do, i will turn into a zombie. Literally. The dead will make me one of them.
But am i dead already? Am i just a ghost? I feel like im not connected to my body at all.
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