I am just feeling to totally sh*t right now. I took an overdose on monday and was in hospital until wednesday. physically i'm fine, wasnt even sick at all. but i just feel so depressed, lethargic and alone right now. The crisis support team are going to be coming to see me every day to keep a check on me. i'm off my medication because that was what i ODed on. i thought it was making a difference. Im seeing the psyc a week on monday but he hasnt a clue how to help me. im stuck indoors, in a wheelcahir with my mum and my teddy bears for company. i just want to be able to walkand talk like everyone else and not have a brain which switches off and sees things that arent there and so on. i feel like i'm all on my own now and there seems no support out there for me that will actually make a difference. Can anyone out there identify with how i'm feeling right now?
ok guys, moan over. sorry about all this, i just needed to get it off my chest. hugs sure would be appriciated
*gives loads of hugs* Yeah I know that frustrated feeling. Unfortunately I dont know how to get rid of it or I'd feel a lot better myself!
I can only suggest really that you keep posting here so you're not bottling it all up, and try and make the most of the psych support you're getting. Try and stay safe, ok?
I just wanted to say that I know how you are feeling. I hope you find something or someone that helps you. Hang in there.
"i find if kind of funny
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take"
"when your savings is dry
and you can't stop from crying
you got to suck it up"
thanks for hugs guys. there are no support groups near me. the psyc services where i live are crap. i've just got the crisis team coming to see for a bit each day.
dont worry. i will keep hanging in there. ive managed nearly 20 years of life so i should be able to manage a few more weeks.
"I am just feeling to totally sh*t right now. I took an overdose on monday and was in hospital until wednesday. physically i'm fine, wasnt even sick at all. but i just feel so depressed, lethargic and alone right now. The crisis support team are going to be coming to see me every day to keep a check on me. i'm off my medication because that was what i ODed on."
I went thru the same thing last November. Thankfully there was no hospital but i had the crisis team in for 6 weeks. Being handed my meds in those little plastic fingers was demeaning to say the least, but i know now it was for the best.
Just wanted to say that i can relate and understand.
Matthew xxx
~Phoenix~ is my Little Sister of Awesomeness and Self-Delusion :P Bitter Angel is my Mitten Animad is my Top Trump All Im Living For - Is my beautiful and special daughter who isnt called Kim but will moan if i dont add her :P
yes hun, i really can relate to how you are feeling, ive been much the same recently. i keep thinking things are getting better, with my meds and everything, then i end up in a&e needed stitches from cutting, then a few months ago i took an od, everyone thought i was fine, but i really wasnt, all i could hink about was hurting/killing myslef, i ended up in hospital for a few days. i really know the feeling, that there is no support out there that might make a difference, i discharged myslef after a few days after the od, and i just seemed to get no real help, i told them how i felt, suicidal and everything and the just told me i didntfit the profile for self harm etc
but hun, youre not alone
and im always here if you want to talk
love lora xx
I scream for the sunlight, or a car to take me anywhere, just get me past this Dead and Eternal snow.
And if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere, just take me there, and lie to me and tell me it’s gonna be Alright.
- Conor Oberst
