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Triggering (SI/Sexual Abuse) - new story no title yet plz read
Chapter 1
I don't know where to start. I would start at thee end but i have't gotten there yet. And unlike most storys this one has no opening, no beginning. So i will start with today, today i gave up, today i finally understood the meaning of helplessness. Today i was raped. Don't be shocked. It happens all the time all over the world. It's not the first time it's happend to me and it won't be the last. I've gotten used to it. I've learned to drift away. to go numb. to cease to fuction. But today, being raped is not the thing that shocked me the most. The thing that shocked me the most, and perhaps made me decide to sit down amd write this, was the fact that as i was lying under my attacker, whose name will not be mentioned here, i saw my mother. The funny thing is my mother has been dead for 5 years. Now it could have just been my imagination but i doubt it. But i've learned not to doubt anything anymore. See my best friend is, well, non-existant, at least that's what everyone thinks. But i know she's real just like i know my mother is real and i intend to prove it.
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