I'm just feeling so rotten today that i was wondering if anyone could spare a hugs or a message. I'm feeling so lonely.
A bloke in my town is starting, or trying to start up a concert band. he came round this morning to audition me. totally unnessary in my opinion as its only so he decides who sits where. i dont see why we cant work it out amougst ourselves. anyway, he came round to hear me play so i play a couple of pieces. now you would expect him to sit and listen, not stand up half way through to peer over my shoulder. then he picks the pices to bits, critising how i've played them, and my general tone and tounging (im a flautist). he told me i was playing it wrong DESPITE the fact that i was playing it how it was written. He knows i cant talk on the phone and as he's leaving he says i can always email or phone him, repeating the fact that i can phone. I told him that i cant use the phone and he tells me there is no such word as can't. this bloke just seems to put me down and has made me feel like **** all day. it doesnt sound like this band is going to be any fun because of his attitude. I want to get together with adults, play and ahve fun and he keeps going on about his expectations and what everyone must and must not do.
sorry for the rant. im just so upset that there are people who make me feel like this. why should other people be allowed to make me feel so **** i havent done anything all day. ive been doing better with my physio again. she has changed my exercises so im strengthening my core muscles by rolling around the the floor with a pilates ball. i can now exercise while watching tv. and i havent done any today because i feel so awful.
Anyone got any kind words or jokes or anything to help me. Please.
urgh that guy sonds like a right idiot!!!! people like that will get whats coming to them eventually.
oh and a joke
10 Husbands, Still a VirginA lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands.
On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin."
"What?" said the puzzled groom.
"How can that be if you've been married ten times?"
"Well, Husband #1 was a sales representative: he kept telling me how great it was going to be.
Husband #2 was in software services: he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me.
Husband #3 was from field services: he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up.
Husband #4 was in telemarketing: even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver.
Husband #5 was an engineer: he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method.
Husband #6 was from finance and administration: he thought he knew how, but he wasn't sure whether it was his job or not.
Husband #7 was in marketing: although he had a nice product, he was never sure how to position it.
Husband #8 was a psychologist: all he ever did was talk about it.
Husband #9 was a gynecologist: all he did was look at it.
Husband #10 was a stamp collector: all he ever did was... God! I miss him! But now that I've married you, I'm really excited!"
"Good," said the new husband, "but, why?"
"You're a lawyer. This time I know I'm gonna get screwed!"
or if that one doesnt make u laught try this one...
Is Windows a VirusNo, Windows is not a virus. Here's what viruses do:
1.They replicate quickly - okay, Windows does that.
2.Viruses use up valuable system resources, slowing down the system as they do so - okay, Windows does that.
3.Viruses will, from time to time, trash your hard disk - okay, Windows does that too.
4.Viruses are usually carried, unknown to the user, along with valuable programs and systems. - Sigh.. Windows does that, too.
5.Viruses will occasionally make the user suspect their system is too slow (see 2) and the user will buy new hardware. - Yup, Windows does that, too.
Until now it seems Windows is a virus but there are fundamental differences: Viruses are well supported by their authors, are running on most systems, their program code is fast, compact and efficient and they tend to become more sophisticated as they mature.
*hugs kanga* that guy sounds like a prick. it there another band you could join? one that might be a bt more fun than that one? *hugs* don't worry about him. he's not worth it *squishes*
What an awful person. I'm sorry that you had to go through that.
Your playing was beautiful. Just cause you are!
Yeah, I hate it when people do that to me too.
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
hey roo, i had a flute teacher like that once. i gave up playing because of him. he took the tape of my grade 5 exam (i passed with distinction) and told me i only passed at all because of the acoustics of the place ('you could strangle a cat and make it sound good in there'). That said i have a buffet flute - professionally cleaned and MOT'd £300 to anyone who wants it (cost me £500+).
mand x
Mand, South Wales, Full-time working, single mother to 2 scarily independent girls.
I AM A PROUD PLUMERIA SISTER
sorry hunni, this is all i can offer..I'm sorta the same spot right now, diff. reasons, but, whatever.
Hope it make you smile.
PLS be safe .
pamper yourself with a bth w candkes,anything you like: a new haicut/colour/ chk out econg hand stores ( if you like htem..zI LOVE them!!!!!!!!!!!!) and fnd yourself a treat!
ANything to boost you up hun
luv
romp
(sorry its so jumled, weird...
hey i can **** up anyhting
rop
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For years, visitors and friends coming to BC ask, "Why do Elk have such long antlers?" Here's the answer:
At the end of the day would you really want to be in a band with him? NO of course not.
Bloke walks into a bar with a small amphibious lizard on his shoulder. He says to the barman ill have a pint for me and a small coke for tiny (points to lizard). The barman says "why do you call him tiny?"
The guy says "because he's my newt"
:P
~Phoenix~ is my Little Sister of Awesomeness and Self-Delusion :P Bitter Angel is my Mitten Animad is my Top Trump All Im Living For - Is my beautiful and special daughter who isnt called Kim but will moan if i dont add her :P
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
Thanks guys for all the hugs and jokes. im always amazed at the number of people who reply. So thanks again
I guess i'm doing a little better. had physio today and she was quite pleased with me. so i guess all my rolling around on the floor has paid off. i havent heard anything from the bloke yet and im hoping i wont for a while. i am looking for other people to play with so i will just have to see how it goes. tomorrow shouldnt be too bad. ive got my bead weaving class in the morning and therapy in the afternoon. then i can sleep on the sofa for ages as i do most afternoons (i like sleeping in the day, i dont get nightmares and it passes the time).
OK, thats all for my update. See you around tomorrow. Take care of yourselves
Hey, good to hear the physio's paying off. And try not to think about evil band guy, some people just get off on trying to make others feel inadequate, just to big themselves up. He sounds like your common or garden bully. Chin up xx
If the only true wisdom lies in knowing that you know nothing, then I must be a f***ing genius
