Triggering (OD) - Problems with drugs

[Crimsia Wristio]

Ok, so we had this 'Sex and drugs' thing today at school, basicly just telling us about sex and STDs and stuff. I felt that i really wanted to talk to the guy afterwards about my ecstacy addiction, but one of the things he said put me off, he says that 'if the person you tell belives you are in danger they have a legal requirement to tell a member of staff or parent, even if you told them it on confidence'.

Now my problem is this, i am an addict, as much as i hate to refer to myself as one i am what i once most feared.

I take around 1 ecstacy tablet a week, and while you might think that thats not much, the first one i ever took, and indeed all the others i have taken could kill me. So you might think how can i still take them, the answer is very simple, on the serface i might seem like a normal child but under the serface its a different story, and i dont realy wanna get into that too much.

So yeah, basicly i'm hooked on E, and to be totally honest, i dont wanna stop, but deep down i know i have to.

Anyway really sorry for that rant. Really all i wanted to know was if anyone knew anywhere i could phone or email or go to in order to sort myself out.

[phoenix]

hum i go with the view why e

if your wanting to escape underlieing issues therea re much safer ways to do it

yes each e u take cud keill u and most of them probably are not even E.

as for getin of the stuff talk to ya gp or Local Youth service which can put you in touch with a drugs worker

[Jasmine222222]

Sorry I don't know any where for you to go, I just wanted to come in and wish you luck on quitting. You can do it!

[topnotchglamour]

Well i must say i understand where u are coming from. I have taken E and know the feeling. I've been addicted to it and at my highest point was taking two pills a day. It's hard to stop. No i will be blatently honest, stopping is one of the hardest things a person can do in the world. But it is better when you stop. you learn ( at least i did) how to feel again. I think if your looking for a way to stop with support you could elist the help of friends or ryl to help u. *hugs*
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[Bleeding Angel]

It could still kill you the next time you do it.

You siad yourself you have to stop and maybe the first thing to do would be to go to your doctor, you really need help with this, because next time you take one you could end up dead