I was...

[Getting_There_Monkey]

Happy.

I was genuinely happy... For the first proper time in ages then i went and let something annoy me

Anyway sorry for the waste of a post its just im never happy not really...

and plus i have friends i dont normally have them either.

Sowwie again,

Stay safe everyone xxx

[_Mariana_]

if its any consolation, i know how you feel. feeling properly happy is rather strange to me at the moment. i just trust that one day everything will work out for the best and im sure it will for you as well. take care, if you want to talk im always around. x

[Stellata]

The annoyance doesn't destroy the fact that you did feel happy - and can feel happy again.

[88shelz]

^ the above is very true! u cant be happy all the time. every now n then little things do come along and cause upset and annoyance. its how you deal with it and regain back the happiness that matters.
take courage in knowing that happiness does exsist and that it is achievable for you!!