Triggering (Substance Abuse) - fallen off the wagon again

[purplestardust2]

So I should be trying to give up the drink, but I`m terrified of doing it been drinking tonight just to escape from everything thats going on in my life, last night I ended up unconscious n aand e unconcious because I`d been drinking and siED it was so humiliating espesially cause the nurse who treated me was at school with me I don`t know why I`m posting this except I feel so desperate and out of control can anyone help?

[blondiebear]

Kristy,
Sometimes the best way to deal with the pain is to go with it. Accept that you hurt. Accept that the pain is agonizing and frustrating and feels like it will last forever. Fighting it and hiding from it will only make it worse and make it go on longer. The pain will always be there until you feel it in four hours or four decades. If you drink then you have to add that you drank at it to the sorrow.

Giving you a hug.

[pedro]

your in good company ive fallen of my wagon... we can get back on.

[blondiebear]

Reaches down to give both of you hands back up.