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Triggering (SI) - sitting here (bit of a rant) **posible suicide trigger**
sitting here in my room with a knife in my hand just pondering the next move from here yes im seeking help yes im on antidepressants and i guess i should be proud...but im not my life is drifting along nothing happens nothing changes got work in an hour where im surrounded by knives no matter where i turn the temptation is always there.. cant even have a drink coz my Dr says not to im depressed but with nothing major to be depressed about which kinda makes me more depressed. was asked by the good Dr if i was suicidal i said no but now im not so sure...
guess time will tell
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