Triggering (SI) - to cut or not, to cut. (to cut!)
im about to si in real crisis , dont want to, but im going to. can any1 give me some sense, feel like such a child posting this. my life has gone into such a fu cked up phase... it kills me inside .. sry to burden any1 that reads this , xp
There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there.
Location: Denial Tent, Virtual Psych Ward Campsite, MA, USA
I am currently:
no no Pedro honey you dont want to do this
i know that a part of you believes that because you are reaching our and posting on here and asking for help
which is very brave and smart so go you!
but anyway cutting will solve zip zero nothing
you will be left with one more cut to hide from people, one more reason to isolate yourself, and one more scar that will never go away that you will have to hide forever
and all of your problems and your pain that you are feeling right now will still be there
in the moment you might feel better, but when it is over you will crash and all your problems will rush back at you and you might even feel worse
what CAN help you is talking to somebody
talk on here, talk to a friend, talk to your doc
call a crisis line if you feel really bad
you can talk and find out why you feel like this and find a way to fix it so you can feel better
because the si and the urges are just a symptom of an underlying problem and that is what is hurting you
so please talk and please get help you dont have to go through it alone and you deserve help
xxxooo callie
thanks for ur support choco, great msg, lots of stuff there that is very supportive, i already know these things (pls dont find this sarcastic,,, im very gratefl of ur response means the world to me), i sadly i think their is only one out come hear, the difference is i going to be sensible with my si and not go to casualty, thank u choco. xx
maybe im a perve but i find ur buny sexual. lol sry
There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there.
There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there.
afraid i di si in the end feeling very sore today, having sofa time with flumpeto, thanks for suppport alll. x
There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there.
Sorry you ended up SIing. We'll support you afterwards too.
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
flumpeto , is my boerboel (Whats a boerboel?) ill give you a clue hes aboiut 90 kilos, sharp teeth, soft fur and and has a perchant for versace sunglassses?
hes my dog pictured right
seeing my cpn today to reformulate a new plan sadly flumpeto doesnt get to come , ill let you know how it goes
There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there.
