hang in there hn
try to distract yourself or go where there are people so yo cant do anything.
ring someone for a chat. go for a walk
play some music
write, draw, scream and throw things (lol that works for me).
keep safe hun
*hugs*
please dont :[
maybe you could try squeezing something really hard.
like squeeze a pillow so hard that your knuckles go white.
that helps sometimes for me