Triggering (SI) - hallucinations me thinks but not sure

[Wonderland.]

the other night i completely slipt up ruined nearly a weeks worth of not cuttiing. i cut so much more than i ever have done. that night at like 3 so actually its te morning i was awake coz i hate going to sleep because i have flashbacks so im dead tired && i thought i got a knife and cut my tummy && it was really bleeding loads so i took my hoody off to see even tho it was like pitch black so i felt my tummy && expected it to be all sticky coz of the blood but there was nothing there.
it was so weird.
but i was awake.
im crazy
was i hallucinating?

[Spoons]

i not sure if you were hallucinating, but i understand what you mean. Sometimes when i just look at my arm i see my wrists slit or something.
I know it can be very distressing. could you try asking your dr or psych?

How often has it happened?

imagining yourself cutting and actually seeing something are two different things though.

Im not quite sure how to explain.
sorry for lame reply

[smoochy_lou]

its quite possibly a sleep related hallucination, when your actually half asleep half awake, can u talk to a doctor?

hope ur ok xx