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Stupid Virology Coursework (longish)
I hate virology. With a passion.
I'm doing a degree in biomedical sciences, and although I wouldnt say i enjoy it (i dont like study on the whole, much prefer real work) I can put up with it. However, this one module is just destroying me. Its so hard, and I dont understand it at all! I've already failed a module this year, and cant really afford to fail another. I'm trying right now to do my coursework for it (which has to be in tomorrow) and I'm struggling so much.
But now ive got into the whole negative thinking thing - Its so fustrating that i cant do it, its making me feel stupid and like a failure. I've just been round my friends to do a group brainstorm on it, and they picked holes in what i'd already done of it, and didnt really answer any more of my questions, so feel like im back where i started.
I know im stressing about not a lot, and by tomorrow it will all be over, but for now its eating away at me, and i just wanna curl up in a ball and cry. Ignore it till it goes away. I really need to do well on this tho, else I have no chance of passing the module, because i dont understand it enough to pass the exam. Ahhhhh!
Sorry for the rant.
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