Loosing my ability to trust.. and love.

[juice box]

My world is upside down, things don't get better, they only get worse. I find everything hard to deal with! I find that I cannot trust anyone since my mother dying and my so-called father being verbaly abusive, not to mention neglective! Living with my friend is not working.. I don't want a faster home, I don't want anything. Now every day of my life I want to disapear!! I've tried councilers.. they don't work for me. My world is slowing through my head, I don't understand how someone needs a licence for a car, but not a liecence for a child. They both take RESPONSIBILITY!! I'm so sorry for ranting like this but... what can I say!!, I need a HUG!!!!

[Hope_Forever]

I'm so sorry you feel like that.HUGS. I know how hard is to loose a parent, I lost my dad and I never stop asking myself why. If you need to talk let me know.

[deadstar]

*massive hugs*
I'm so sorry everything is so difficult at the moment. I know how hard it is to lose someone close to you, but you honestly can get through this. Please hang on in there hun
xxxxxxxxxxx

[blondiebear]

*gives you a hug*

I don't know about parents either. I do understand. My mother abused me until I left home and then whenever I saw her again. My father let her. I'm not talking to them or seeing them anymore.