and i really just want someone to wrap their arms around me and refuse to let go.
:/
i dont think ill ever understand them....people that is...
i feel so seperate right now.
why does everyone have to have motives??
why do they have to lie so much?
why would you tell someone you care about them just because you want something??? how could you just use someone like that..even when you know they will get hurt?
[center]" I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."
Location: second star to the right and straight on til morning (USA)
I am currently:
I wonder too sometimes...
*puts my arms around you and holds tight*
...she stands hard as a stone, in a world she can't rise above...concrete angel
Laura is my big sister~Abbey's my sister~Miste's my fishbowl~Chrissy's my mummy~Daisy is my twin sister~Katy is my purple heart-shaped smiley face
~Zeddy's my invisible protector~Ruth's my auntie~Ollie's my little brother~Kate's my guitar lullaby~Caz is my box of hugs~Kate & Chloe are my sisters
My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
aww... if I wasn't on the other side of the world, I'd give you the biggest hug ever.
I feel the same way about other people. I don't understand them and I wish they would just be honest.
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
