Hey..
First post here.
Not sure if this is the right thread (the label system is confusing)
lol anyway.
I don't know if I have a problem
and if I do, rehab is out of the question because I need to keep this secretive (as it can be

)
I've been using 2C-E, 2C-B, 2CT7, 2C72, psi2CT4.. the list goes on.
I love them?
Is this a problem if I'm using them 4 days a week?
I feel like






: doze:




when I have them in my system.
And I feel like I'm missing out on life when I don't have them in my system.
I think they might be permanently damaging my perception on reality. Maybe. I just don't know. Does anyone here know how I can stop?
I do(have done) many other drugs recreationally/experimentally/for self exploration, but never like these.. They are just amazing to me and I just have never felt that before.
My friends tell me I have a problem. Some of them tell me I don't, including my close friend which makes me question my judgement. I don't know what to do, and I can't afford to let the public know about this, so rehab is out of the question. I have tried to stop many times over the past couple months, but I can't stay away and I always get drunk(and what-not) to try to find a way out of reality on the days I'm not working and not using 2C?
Thanks.
EDIT: Yeah, they are definitely altering my reality. But I can't stop myself. I want my reality to be altered. Why?! What's wrong with me.