Triggering (Suicide) - What happens after death and returning? (tw, kinda heavy)

[Breeze]

So after being brought back from death and when you got nothing as you weren't gonna be here what do you do? what am I meant to feel?
I can't be angry with the drs and nurses for resusitating me and having me on ventilator but I do wish they had left me alone.

And now I feel like I'm wrong, not meant to be here, intruding like.

What is meant to be happening now?

[Angel_Girl]

Sorry, cause this is going to sound kinda philosophic/religious/something like that. But I have this belief in me, you know, as it just came from nowhere. I believe that every human being has a very special purpose on Earth. Many of us may not know what that purpose is (some may never discover it), but we do have it and in a very strange way we are guided towards it. Who or what guides us, that I do not know, you can call it God, Nature or just some random force. But it is there and your survival is the most obvious sign. That "force" has a purpose for you, that's why you are still alive. You have a job to do in this life, something really special, something only you can do. Try and believe, it will help you find your feet quicker. Stay safe!

*hugs* Deena

[Pixie-dust]

Hey this has never happened to me so i can't add some reasurring words of wisdom im not sure what happened to you but you lived your here,this has got to be a sign that your ment to be here something bigger and better is ment for you stick it out i can't tell you what your ment to feel but what ever it is embrace it work through it but don't ignore it and don't let it consume you it might be bad feeling for now but work through them

Hope your ok

[craola]

I've never had anything like that happen, the closest to that feeling is being interrupted and stopped from doing too much damage, so I cant really comment on that.
But I do believe that if you are still here, then you are meant to be here. I personally believe that if you were resusitated then you were meant to be. Everyone has a time, and theres no way to change it.
I can also say that im really glad you were resusitated, as im sure is everyone who knows you. Im really sorry I cant say something magical and make you feel better, but you do belong here.
If you ever need to talk give me a poke.
Take care
Aimee xx

[Scarred soul]

Hi there

I know exactly what you mean. I had a very near miss with death. I cut a major artery and nearly died of blood loss. Some how I managed to phone 999 I can't remember doing it. The police had to break the door down as I was unconscious. And I was rushed into hospital and given a blood transfusion as i had nearly bled to death. I woke up many hours later wondering what the hell had happened. I must admit I did not have a weird experience being that close to death. Due to this I don't believe in any life after death. I think we are like the animals on this planet living while we are alive and dead when dead. That is my own personal feeling on the matter. I am not scared of death anymore. And I am glad to say today I have not cut a major vein since. But I have done some major damage when it comes to SH. I would go with the flow and you will find a way forward. I felt really weird for weeks after my incident and had bad memory problems like I could not remember my mum's phone number and things like that. I was in a pretty bad way like yourself although it is different. Try not to feel that things are wrong and you are not supposed to be here. I am putting all my energy in getting better so I can help other people in the same boat. I have been accepted on the training of a volunteer role with a drug and addictions agency. I am hoping to work with young people who SH. Think of yourself as someone who has been through it lately and the wisdom that comes with it!
Take care

Ben

[howlie,]

THink of it as a fresh start, wipe your memories clean and start your life again. THat is a chance many people would like to have.