I keep having the same dream and I think about it all the time. I also have similar dreams like it.
I went some where with a couple of people for a party. It was in an apartment on Nassau St. I didn’t recognize where but I knew where I was in the dream. I met this really cute guy that I really liked and he obviously liked me back. But when my friends and I went back the next night, everyone else was in a different room and who ever this guy was, was the only other person in the room with me. Next thing I know he was trying to get on top of me. I told him no but he didn’t listen. I yelled for the other girls but no one heard me. He kept chasing me around and I kept yelling. I opened the door to the other room and I saw everyone in there. I told them what happened but no one believed me. When I went back out, he kept trying and I kept running. Since Leigh wasn’t there, I called her. I tried telling her what was going and that I needed help but she didn’t believe me until she heard him. He was on top of me when I was calling her. Then she told me she was busy and had no way to get there. I finally called the police and got away. I walked back to school. For some reason there was a macy’s on Nassau and apparently there was a short cut through there back to school.
Just some background info..Leigh is a complicating person in my life. She is someone I thought was my best friend but I apparently got too close to her and she ran away from me, saying she was too involved in my life. At the beginning of college, we clicked so fast and were inseperable. Now she couldn't give 2 sh**s about me and I still wish we were as close as we were before. When I first relapsed around mid october, she kind of abandoned me because she was "afraid" when reallity she wanted to talk to her newest crush of the week. I also had another dream the other night, almost like that one. I was in some kind of school. There was a fire drill and everyone went out the back of the school. One of the teachers was walking next to me and put his arm around me and I kind of pushed him off kindly. Then he did it again and I did the same thing. He grabbed me by the back of the neck and threw me to the ground. For some reason, my high school music teachers husband (who I know very well since he is my friends music teacher at another school) was there and saw what happened. He started to bring me inside and another teacher said she would take care of it. The other teacher (who was the soft spoken teacher from Sabrina teenage witch) walked me inside and I passed Leigh and another friend of mine, Ashley. Ashley looked concerned since I was crying and Leigh just gave me a dirty look. The other teacher, seeming nice at the time, tried to comfort me. Then when we got to whatever room it was, she threw me against a wall, saying I was making it all up. She sat there, guarding the room making sure I couldn't get away. No one came looking for me..
I don't know what these dreams mean. But they're really bothering me. Can I get some second advice on these? Sorry it was so long.
~Robin
