Triggering (ED) - Promises....

[Coffee Addict]

What are these things people call promises?
Because from what I know they don't really mean a damn thing....

Oh wait,maybe they do....maybe they mean, I will say this to shut you the hell up.

I have been hearing promises all my damn life and from what I see, people never intend to keep them or really even try to keep them.

You can take all your promises and stick them right up your stupid ****ing ass.

I have heard it all, now I am becoming cold to the world.
Not feeling, not caring...because as I see it no one has ever really cared for me so why the hell should I even put out the effort anymore.

Screw you and your lame ass promises.
Don't even say it because you know damn right well you never intended on keeping it.

You ****ed me over one too many times.
Kiss my ass!

[Merc]

Oh Lin...i'm so sorry you have been hurt again. If you want to talk just PM or email okay? Always here to listen luv. And you know what? I know it hurts but you are too good to turn cold, too caring...it's your downfall but also your saving grace if you get nme. It hurts like hell to care and be taken and have that trust miosused...im so sorry
If you need anything, just give a holler, anytime
luv you
romp

[Coffee Addict]

Kinda sorry to rant here, but I'm not sure what else to do.
Can't (or won't) say anything in real life in fear I shall say something I will regret later.

I just don't really have it in me anymore.