Everything is going really wierd.
I feel like im living in a bubble. The word i like to use is 'detached' . Thats how i described it to my therapist anyway. Its like someone could talk to me but i cant understand a word they say. That i could do something i knew was wrong or self damaging but my mind cant connect to my body.
When i first mentioned, my therapist assured me i wasnt going mad, i thought dont be stupid, i know im not mad , ive seen 'mad' people.
But as i start to think and feel detached more i find my self thinking that im loosing the plot. I feel like im thinking too much, too many thoughts.
suddenly feeling anger to anxiety, then crying. Perciving everything wrong.
People are irratating me. My parents, friends, therapist, teachers, t.a's.
Anger at being told im delusional .
Ive started to cut deeper again. Taking OD's again. I feel like im going mad. I havent felt this bad before.
This is my first time of medication for 6 yrs. and i have BPD.
Does anyone else feel like this. I feel so alone and confused .
B xxxx
