Getting put in hosptail again ?

nikki1922 · 19-03-2008, 01:26 AM

I need answers fast -> my appointment is tomorrow !!

just wondering? I think i need to be reentered in the inpatient phys wared again, and I can't just come out and say ti tot my phrysitic (sp) because last time i got put into a physc ward the emergency put me impacinet, ( cause i OD and it was bad ), not my doctor she never thinks i am sick enough for it, but i really think i need to go back. I can't just come out and say it/Write it down. So my question is is there any other way i can get her to believe that i need to be in there? I am having bad thoughts again, getting to the point were I want to buy pills and OD but do it night time so know one will know, and i have obessions/impulses (OCD) to hurt this one guy, and for goods sack I really want to do it.

dark_light · 19-03-2008, 01:40 AM

It can be hard to get people to understand how bad things are.
If you feel that you can't tell her could you try writing it down and then just go in there and give it to her, or print this thread?
You have to explain it somehow or she won't know, and no-one wants anything bad to happen to you.
Or could you ask someone else to explain for you, that would mean you would need to tell someone else of course. Is there someone who its easier to tell than your psych?
xJox

nikki1922 · 19-03-2008, 01:48 AM

No not really. I don't see anyone else till another little while. Like what I hate is they leave me for weeks at a time to face this alone, and then when i attempted something they get mad and say how come you never told us sooner, and i do tell them, but they never belive me or think its bad enough. I could write it down yes ( i do that for my consllour but i won't see her for ahilwe sicne its easter) and if i did write it down for my doctor like i stated she wouldn't care and say the hosptail is not good for you, I will see you in a month.

dark_light · 19-03-2008, 03:22 AM

I know its so annoying, they have done that to me before. I have gone to the hospital to ask the psych nurses for help and been sent away being told i am coping fine, then when i end up there after an od they say i should have gone there before i did anything to talk to someone. Grrrr. Makes me so mad.
I guess you just have to try your best to tell her how bad things are, then at least you will have tried.
Is there anything that has made things worse? Are you on meds? Are they helping?
^^ I'm trying to think of things you can talk to her about
Might be easier if you have something specific that you want to say
*hugs*
jo x

nikki1922 · 19-03-2008, 09:19 PM

she thinks i anm fine. I laughed and giggled the whole session, because i was hung-over. She said oh Nicole you look fine, and i said i am okay. She doesn't care, I bought pills going to OD on them with acohol. That was my last straw!

bitzy · 19-03-2008, 09:39 PM

please dont
ur worth so much more than that xxxxxxxxx

88shelz · 20-03-2008, 09:19 PM

i hope ur ok and havnt done anything to cause urself harm.
please keep talking to us here if the medical staff wont help you x

Snow White. · 21-03-2008, 11:39 AM

Nikki if you told her you were okay hun, what did you expect? I suggest you try and get another appointment with someone soon, write down how you're feeling, and get the help you need. Even if that isn't hospital, and it is just more regular appointments, you need some support through this hun, please stay safe x

Aimee x