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Triggering (SI) - I feel sick...
Well when i look at my scars they make me feel really sick and i dont like them, a couple weeks ago i didnt care and i was wearing short sleeve tops and didnt care because before that i would get my arms out. i duno not making much sense......
Well anyone that read my posts before my guy came down to see me and the day before i messed my arms because i went to a very emotional coucilling session but i kept my arms covered for the first day and they healed abit they next day in the evening i was sooooooooo hot i thought i was going to faint so took my jumper off and he didnt even notice not notice ??????????? The next night he noticed and started askig me questions but i wouldnt answer i dont know what to do he probably thinks im a crazy loon.... he txt m and said he felt bad because he didnt ask me much about my arms and just left it. He ttryed to touch them and it made me feel really uncomfortable..... does anyone else get that?
I feel a bit mesed up at the mo, because i feel happy in my self but im dreading going home to face my mum and the problems. im really confused about alot at the moment. Im not self harming much but i wish i could does that sound weord???
GAAHHHH dunno crazy crazy crazy
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