Triggering (SI) - is this all im worth?

[Lora]

I cant keep fighting you
I cant
And part of me doesnt want to
I hate you, and I love you at the same time
You make me want to hurt myself, kill myself
All too tempting
I cant fight you
Im not going to
It hurts too much to live
Yet hurts everyone else too much to die
That space inbetween, thats where I am
I am a void space
I am void
Put me out of this misery
Please let me go
I give up trying to fight you
I cant stay here
I cant be here
I hate myself, and I want to die
I dont want to feel anything anymore


I cant stand to feel

So rip my heart out
hold it pounding in your hand
and leave me here to bleed
because that would be less painful than this

release me

hurting
is that really where i belong?
is that really all that I am worth?

[Pomegranate]

awww huney are you ok? I don't know what to say to you except you ARE worth more. Everyone deserves to be happy and one day you will be. Stay safe *massive hugs*

[xxhappydaysxx]

I know everything is hard, and i just wanted to tell you some stuff. First, you are worth so so much. Im here to chat to, whenever, im so glad i have you and il help you the best i can. You know im normally around online and stuff, and you have my number etc.
I love you, please take care of yourself, youre a really special person xxx

[pixie*lyssie]

No it's not all you are worth, you are so special End Of! Take care and PM me if you need to.