walking along the street I stop to try and clear my mind but it doesnt work, not even the music helps to block my thoughts. i look down at my wrists only to see brusing. how could i be so stupid to trust him, think to myself. yeah its kinda my fault, if i think aboit it. but now it doesnt matter, i broke up with him...or maybe he did it cos he really loves me??? damnit i hate being confused. but all i could think of waas how grateful i was that vince was there, if he hadnt of been there who knows what would of happend. vince and i spend every second together...it didnt matter if we just sat in silence...somehow we knew what the other was thinking, we didnt need words.
finaly i got home...i throw my bag into the corner as usual and didnt take my shoes off which my mom hates. as soon as i open my door i see my little sister sitting on MY bed, listening to MY music!!! KIM! OUt! her usual response----NO! I so wasnt in the mood for this. i grabed her by the legs and pulled her off the bed in to the hall and then slamed the door. at this my mom came out. knonking at my door and yelling cos the music was too load "BE NICE TO YOUR SISTER". i didnt really care what was going on around me, i was trying to forget the stupid mistake i made.
comments r well come...i need to know if i shoukd continue or stop.
"Insanity: a perfect rational adjustment to an insane world" - R.D. Lang
after crying myself to sleep i went to skool the next day...drading every moment before it happen. there he was sitting in front of me...we moved to romania...unfortunaty my brother died( which maybe if we get to know eachother better i will tell u how) so now its just me my older sister and brother( they were identical twins) and my lil sister. then we moved to hungary, my parents divorsed, and i was happy...i think everone was....oh i hated the way he looked (too perfect) even the way he smelt. even tho we broke up obnly yesturday he had a new gf, but i wasnt jealous...i was sorry for her. but thats a different story. i will try and sum up my life, when i was 3 we left england to live i
"Insanity: a perfect rational adjustment to an insane world" - R.D. Lang
to live ...i lived in romania there for about 5 years then when i was 8 we moved to hungary to live on a farm. i loved that...we had a pig which followed me everwhere cos i gave it orange tic taks! i always wanted to b a vet but i never studied enough,.,it wasnt cos i could do it,, more i felt i couldnt and i always found studying boring. suddenly i heard a ring, bracking my thoughts. who the hell...then i heaR VINCES VICOE!!! i jumped out of my room and
"Insanity: a perfect rational adjustment to an insane world" - R.D. Lang
!!! i jumped out of my room. all of a suddend i saw he was different, i was kinda scared to ask but i did anway...vince, u ok? hell no! was hes reply-. what happend?...he didnt want to reply but whenever he looked into my puppy dog eyes he had to tell me---my moms got cancer, the doc sasy she has 3months ...max!...everything went throught my head but i was speachless. i know thisa sounds horrible but i would of swaped moms in a flash sick or not. but i will never forget the look in his eyes.! he always had bight blue eyes but now they were as dark as my nightmears.
"Insanity: a perfect rational adjustment to an insane world" - R.D. Lang
ive never writtten anything but poems b4...so this is new...i hope it goes better and more poepl fine it intereting and comment,,,plus im very dyslexic...which doesnt help lol
"Insanity: a perfect rational adjustment to an insane world" - R.D. Lang
the sun shines through the churtin...**** im so late for skool...i fling open the wardrob and sling something on...i finaly get to the doors of the skool when i hear the bell. first class...ms camble(lets just say crazy)hellooooooo kids(starts jumping around like a teletumbie). MELO( thats me, my full name it melody), tell us about ur week:). hiding my brusies i started to stammer...( like im really gonna tell her anything). then i spit out something which i didnt even imagen,..love makes us belive, even when we know it will hurt us in more then one way.at that very moment i glared at vince(him nodding as if to say, carrie on...but i couldnt, i passed)...everyone stared as if i was deformed and i felt myself srink.
"Insanity: a perfect rational adjustment to an insane world" - R.D. Lang
