back 2 hospital????

[bitzy]

i had a meeting with my psychologist in the day hospital yesterday and we talked for over an hour.... near the end of the meeting she told me she thought i needed to go back to hospital to stay for a while 2 get better...
afterwards she called the psychiatrist and he prescribed me new anti depressants and a higher dose of xanax..... we talked for a while and i told him i was feelin suicidal a lot of the time nd showed him my arms........ he thinks i need to go back too.....
im not sure wat to do..... i dont really want to go back.....i hated it last time..

they phoned my gp and my mam too to tell them so now i have lots of ppl followin me around all the time just waitin for me to snap

i know they mean well but its makin we worse.....

[Ami]

They know best sweetie and if they think its going to be good for you and help you get better then maybe you should?
x

you shud take there advise least they care enough to follow you around

[Sleepless123]

i can understand how them following you around all the time might make you feel like that.i really can.It must be uncomfortable.But as you say im sure they do mean well and care for you a great deal.They want to try and look after you.

As for the hospital maybe you dont want to,maybe it will be hard and i so can understand that too but maybe agree to give it a try perhaps?It has to be your decision but what do you have to lose.Whats the worst that can happen?

Please let them try and help you and im here if ever you want to talk more or via private messaging anytime.

Please keep letting us know how you are doing.

Take care
sleepless123

[x-dying-inside-x]

hunny they are not waiting for you to snap they just want to keep you save.
i know its not a nice thing hospital but if it will keep you save and help you get better then it worth a go.
if you want to talk you know where i am.
xxx

[bitzy]

i just dunno wat to do or where to go, i hate everything

nothin makes sense and i feel so empty and numb

i really dont want to be alive anymore

[Steel Maiden]

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Originally Posted by bitzy

im not sure wat to do..... i dont really want to go back.....i hated it last time..

Why did you hate it last time? I know all too well that hospital can be traumatising, but in the end, it can help well with recovery. Its treatment, but much more intensive. Although I must admit hospital can be awful (I've had experiences).
Have you tried a mediction change?

[bitzy]

i didnt like the place and hated the doctors and nurses
ive made up my mind now im not goin back i dont care wat happens
ya my meds have been changed around 6 times, ive given up on them

[Stellata]

What meds are you on right now? Have any of the meds helped, even a little bit? What's your diagnosis? Are you having any counselling or therapy?

[bitzy]

im on cymbalta and xanax
i dont think they helped just made me really really tired all the time
i was diagnosed with clinical depression a few year ago
ya i go 2 psychotherapy too id be lost without it

[Ami]

What about asking about a medication change? Do you find the therapy is helping then? x

[bitzy]

ive changed meds loads of times, im so sick of it at this stage
god ya id be dead for sure without it, i have the best therapist so that helps too u know x

[x-dying-inside-x]

hunny if you really feel like this maybe hospital is the best place for you hunny.
xx

[bitzy]

im not going
i was considering it b4 but i made my mind up
im never going back there, i would only get worse i think
thanx for replyin tho xxx