It was horrible.
I wanted to break up with him anyway, things weren't working out and I didn't love him anymore...
But breaking up always hurts
and the way it happened was so horrible
He did it over msn, had a go at me for having insecurities and issues.
I never thought he would be so unsympathetic.
But he's right, it is all my fault.
I feel so worthless.
And so fat, thinking of food is making me feel sick.
I haven't slept the last 2 nights in a row, and I ****ed up my exams yesterday and today.
They're my A levels, and now I've failed them.
It was psychology today, I couldn't remember a single thing about sleep deprivation. Ironic isn't it.
I don't know what I expect to get from this post. Its so jumbled and stupid.
Like me.
Bleh
