Triggering (SI/ED) - Im so scared!!!

[LittleVampp]

Im going to my friends from the 20th till the 24th and Im so scared...... They want to get chocolate for me!!!! And cook me roast dinner :/ How am I going to do this......

Im sooo scared..... Sooooo tired...... SOoooooo confussed.... I wish sometimes this had never started but know it like its never going to go away..... Sometimes I still tell my self there is no way in hell that you have anything like a ED..... But if I sit down and think about it I fit for EDNOS...... I dnt want this..... But I do!!!!

I dont get me!!!

I just wish I could get though this but I dont know if I can anymore :( PLEASE Dont Leave me!!!!!

didi first calm down

good friday...
were swimming remember good exersise

saturday
is the brum meet

sunday lunch...
theres pratically hundreds of stuff on menu including salads

monday cousins party...
god knoiws what there is aint been there myself

chocolate issue... Its only gonna be mini funsize bars

calm down we'll have a whale of a time

[LittleVampp]

Ok.....I Im clam!!! Just please keep remaining me its ok!!! because otherwise I could like freak and cut and ****!!! And I really dont want that not when Im down yours!!!!!!

[[pretty on the inside]]

*hugs* try to rationalise things a little. Even if you do eat the whole roast dinner and some chocolate, it's only one day, and in the long run it won't affect your weight. The ED is never worth ruining your weekend for, I hope you have a good time x

[LittleVampp]

Thanks babe!!!! Its just Im weird that that

babe everything will be fine you'll be with me the whole time

[LittleVampp]

Yer time with lollywolly hehe

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<3<3<3

[LittleVampp]

Thanks Jade :)