Gated Shut

I'm not good at expression
words aren't always there
to say what i'm thinking would
be unfair to those around
me who probably don't care
to let out these thoughts
unleash the hate would go
to the wrong people so i
keep them behind gates
locked up away so noone
can see or hear the pain
that i hold so dear,
I've lost the key can't find
it you see gates tight-shut
wont budge you can believe
i've locked it away to keep
you safe but know beware
nothing can compare to what
hides behind these closed doors
my heart is not there darkness
and death blackness surrounded
soul with no rest.