Hiya there im very sorry that your having such a difficult time right now. *Gives you a big hug* Everything will be ok, i know that what your going through isnt easy but it doesnt mean that you cant get through this. Im really sorry for the pain that your going through. Suicide really isnt the answer though, it wont make things better. Im including a link which is called *how suicide effects those around you* Could you talk to us some more about what it is thats made you feel like wanting to die?
http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...ead.php?t=1405
You can get through this please dont give up please keep fighting through this. Things wont be like this forever, things will get better. Be gentle with yourself try not to be too hard on yourself as that will only create problems. We are all here for you and we will support you for as long as you need it. We all care about you so much. No one wants to see you get hurt anymore than what you already are, that includes me other people here, and your friends and family. Do you have any support at all? If your feeling how you mentioned then i think you need proffesional help either by speaking to your doctor, talking to your counseller (if you have one) or going to A&e. Please please dont end your life. Suicide effects people in so many different ways (as you will see from the link above) not only does it effect people in lots of different ways it would leave people devastated.
Have you thought about writing down your thoughts and feelings? Its important that if you do decide to write down your thoughts and feelings that you combine both the positive things and the negative things together so that you dont end up writing down just the negative things on there own. Make sure that you keep safe, none of us want to see you get hurt any more than what you already are you dont deserve it. Slipping up is part of recovery we all have slip ups but this doesnt mean that you have failed and that you should give up on recovery.
Please keep distracting yourself as much as you possibly can, there are lots of things that you can try here are some of them, listening to music, doing jobs to keep you busy, watching a movie, going for a walk and posting on the fun and distractions forum. Please keep talking to us, you dont have to go through this all on your own, we are here for you. Please take care its important that you look after yourself.
Take care best wishes Ian
