lifes a bitch and then you die
thats what happens
you live a good a life as possible
thats not good enough
you dont make many mistakes
thats not perfect
one day you make the biggest mistake ever
you let it grow until nothing could be done
you let it take over you
all you could do is lie there
its not fair
family watched you suffering
family watched you fade away
you didnt want people to see you
you knew how painful it was for us
that shouldn't have happened
on day in july
we got that phone call
you were gone
you had ignored the pain
this pain is now too much for us to ignore
you and everyone tried to protect me
but i knew it all
the suicide
how much it spread
the fact you were there on minute but gone the next
now your not here
we try to get on
i try
it doesnt work well
my coping started when you couldn't cope
i caused pain for me jus to see if it wud take any of the pain from you
it doesnt work now
your not here
im now hurting to make sure im alive
to make me pay for the pain you had
one day ill have paid that price and will be able to move on
Last edited by over and out : 25-04-2008 at 07:21 PM.
You hurt me when you left me
You hurt me when you stayed
Yet now your hurting me
When your with my friend instead
You lied and said its false
You told her not to tell
She kept it from her friend
When she knew the consequence
The pain locked up inside
Is worse when things are numb
Its like my life with you
Was never there at all
Im making pain on outside
To show you what you did
I told you not to do it
But you ignored the warning
Its cut me up inside
But now im cut up out
It shows what love has done
It’s the worst emotion of all
Love lost in a world of hate
Hate lost in a world of confusion
The two strongest emotions
Lost in two different world
Love and hate
Not the opposite
Love and hate
So much the same
Fear lost in a world of happiness
Happiness lost in a world of upset
These two emotions
Could take over our lives
Could make it seem so simple
Or make it seem so hard
Fear of going wrong
Happy when right
There are different worlds to feelings
Different feeling to have
Where ever you are
Whichever world your in
The worlds of emotions
Will keep on running strong
Our feelings keep them going
And they will be the ones to halt
I had lost this version of world of emotions along with alot of other things i need and i have just found them all so im writing up my original version
The feelings of love,
Lost in a world of confusion,
Confusions thats easily solved,
Confusion that never ends.
The feelings of hate,
Found when life can't get any harder,
When things just can't carry on,
Like it will always be there.
The feelings of pain,
Hurting too much when its supposed to be easy,
Whens its not meant to hurt,
When its not meant to be.
The feelings of loneliness,
Always there and never leave,
Always one single person,
Never together with people.
Hi Chloe your poems are great. my name is Nancy Iam 27 and Registerd yesterday. i really could do with a friend right now. Iam currently suicidal. would you consider adopting me please?
Feel so lost in this world,
Feel so hopeless out there,
Isolated in my own home,
But comfort in what they say.
Cutting your life away,
Poisoning yourself often,
Hating what you do and say,
But hating what they think when you do.
History of pain,
Of life as it was,
Never feel the same,
Different everyday,
Hating what you are,
Hating your life now,
Depression takes over,
Going crazy daily,
Why though?
Wanting to die,
Attempting a lot,
Feel so hated by family,
Feel so hated by friends,
Ignored by the world around,
Not wanted by the world around you,
Your actions treated badly,
Your actions are done badly,
Not being able to end the pain,
Wanting to end it but fail every time.
The pain is unbearable
So why are the cuts so weak
They go deep
Yet your numb
You don’t feel the blade
But your insides
They feel every bit of pain
You sit crying
Trying to release
Nothing
Its still there
The feeling of loneliness
Emptiness taking over
Yet you still don’t feel that blade
You sit trying
Try to go deeper
Try to feel
Impossible
Numbness takes over you
Yet you still feel inside
The hatred take over you
You try and try
Try to stop it from happening
Panic
You go to deep
It wont stop bleeding
You feel faint
You cry for help
No-ones there
No-one can hear you
No-one can see you
Crying out for help
Your left to sit there
You pass out
What will happen?
Will you ever feel?
Will you ever know what its like to love?
There you lie
Your emotions written
All over your body
You let go
Your life was nothing
Alcohol running through your veins
Coursing through your body
Acting like an anaesthetic
Acting like a tranquiliser
Your body numb
You cant feel it
The blood
You see it
You don’t know where its from
Then you realise
Your body doesn’t exist
Its just a map of your anger
Your guilt
Your emotions
The piece of scrap you use
To expose your feelings
You don’t care do you
Its your turn
Last edited by over and out : 27-06-2008 at 06:13 PM.
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