i don't know

dead-giveaway · 22-02-2008, 12:22 AM

you dont have to read this is just had to get stuff out i think.

i don't know how much more of this i can take. my cutting is getting worse and i don't know how much longer i can stay like this. i really just want to go, but i'm too scared, i wish i had the guts to do it.

sorry if you read this it's kind of stupid i just had to let it out, again sorry.

little_unicorn · 22-02-2008, 12:54 AM

i dont really know what to say, just wanted you to know your not alone. feel free to get in touch if you ever need to talk
Lauren x

Cazki · 22-02-2008, 12:56 AM

Hello there im terribly sorry to hear that your having a really diffcult time right now. We all care about you so much and we will all support you for as long as you need it. Please dont give up please keep fighting through this. I know that what your going through is really difficult but we are all here for you during this really difficult time. Do you have a counseller at all? It would matter to alot of people here if you dissapeared. If anything ever happened to you i can tell you that alot of people would be devastated. Im very pleased that you were able to get some of your thoughts and feelings out. Sometimes it helps when you get your thoughts and feelings out.

Please dont give up please keep fighting through this. I know what your going through isnt easy but it doesnt mean that you cant get through this. All is not lost. Please try to keep yourself distracted as much as you possibly can. Your a very important person here at ryl, who alot of people care about. Please before you think about dissapearing or ending your life please think about the different ways it would effect all these people that care about you. Its possible that if anything happened to you that people would blame themselves or feel really guilty for not being here and helping you enough.

Things that you might want to have a think about trying are as follows, listening to music, doing jobs to keep you busy, watching a movie, going for a walk, posting on the fun and distractions forum, or writing down your thoughts and feelings. Its important that when you write down your thoughts and feelings that you try to combine both the negative things and the positive things together, so that you dont end up writing down just the negative things, as writing down just the negative things on there own really wont help you. Its also important that you try not to keep everything bottled up as this will only add to your problems. Please keep talking to us and please take it easy its important that you look after yourself.

Take care best wishes Ian xxxxxxxxxxxx

blondiebear · 22-02-2008, 01:19 AM

It is okay to talk or rant. Sometimes it is our turn to do that and sometimes it is our turn to listen. I like to listen sometimes, it means i'm not hearing so much of the junk in my own head.

Take care of yourself. You're worth it.

dead-giveaway · 22-02-2008, 04:59 PM

no i don't have a counselor. no one knows i cut or that i want to die other then my one friend who i've never even met. i feel bad dumping my problems on her becuase she's going through a rough time too. i just don't know what else to do, i just want it all to end...