Triggering (SI) - SI!! I choose you!!! *Graphic Rant? (poor at judging)* Advice, if you can. <3

[Obsession]

*Rant?**Graphic?*

I'm bad at judging these.

OMG~!! SI is evolving!!! (Yes, a Pokemon reference. )

So yeah. My SI keeps... how did I put it? Evolving. Like, I started off with scratching. Scratching when to cutting. To slashing. To little burns. To bad burns.

So what's next? I'm kind of afraid that I'll try to break my wrist, or something. I don't want it to go that far. : /

I had quit over two months ago, but broke recently. I'm trying reeeaalllyy hard, but it's just like, whenever I'm around my parents, I... yeah. But whenever I'm not home, I... Yeah! So yeah. : / Dunno what to do.

Thanks for reading. <3

[wicked]

i know exactly how you feel.
mine was just cutting though. scratches, to cuts, to gaping cuts, to stiches... thats why si is so bad. you have to make it worse each time to get the same high. =/

[RosemaryG17]

I know EXACTLY how you feel, and I wish I knew what to tell you. That's why I try to keep friends from doing it, (the ones that know) because it's so addicting and just gets worse...but if its only around your parents, try to stay away as much as possible. But congrats on the 2 months...and everybody slips...its a part of recovery...if you need anything I'm here

[NoSanity]

i stoped for about a year now..im tryign to stay clean..the only thing thats keeping me clean is my girlfriend and i try so hard...all i can tell u if find somethign that keeps u call..and do it...keep doign it till ur heart is full of calmness..thats all i can say ..im sorry im not ore help

[Obsession]

Thank you all. Just responding is enough; knowing that somebody is listening.

: )