Triggering (Sexual Abuse) - A poem I wrote when I was 14

[Colder]

I've never shown this to anyone. My psycologist when I was 14 ordered me to write something, so I did. So here it is, and I'm sorry if the English is a bit off, but I was 14 so whatevers... ^^


The girl who was afraid of the dark
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So there was no puppy, u discovered as u got into the car
And your heart was pumping fast as he drove u very far
The cabin in the forest layd there waiting in the night
And God saw u were fighting him with all your might
But he locked u in the shed, and said u were his little girl
And that u were never going back to the so called world


So as the hours passed by, all the angels saw u cry
Cuz he said that if u ran, ur little brothers' gonna die
And the shed by the cabin was so dark and cold,
But you did as u had been told
Was gonna be his little doll until the bed turned into gold

Your mind turned dark as he ****ed u on the bed
And after hours went by, the bed went red
But you'r mind werent there, it was far away
With the dog u loved so dear, when u died, would he be ok?

I dont know what ticked it of, and where the courage came from
But when he carried u a second, u bit his arm
And the angels pushed u out the door, and into the night
And suddenly u forgot u were afraid of the dark

So, u run little girl
Dont let him get u
Mummy's little sunshine's gonna make it, I bet u
I know it's dark, and that the forest scares u
But in there he wont find u, wont find u, wont find u

[Kittyne]

that is really good; made me cry in a good way

[Tweetyluver07]

i think it shows a lot of emotion and i liked it