Hi Elizabeta and welcome to RYL!
I know that it can be daunting to honestly speak about yourself especially if you feel like nobody listens but I really hope that you find you can be more honest here eventually. I find it hard to be honest about my feelings too but I found that I could be honest here because people listen and don't judge you. In time I hope you find that as well. I'm just going to give you the link to the
Veteran's Corner that Kat mentioned but of course you can use the rest of the site too.
If you have any questions or ever need to chat then feel free to drop me a PM anytime!
I hope you're okay, take care Elizabeta and I'll see you around the boards soon!
Kiran
xx