Triggering (SI) - blah

RandomIdiot · 11-02-2008, 04:23 PM

I haven't cut for like 2 and a half months. Somethign i read on another forum got me thinking about why SH is wrong. And i honestly don't know. Why am i stopping myself from cutting. I desperately need to feel something other than this unbareable loneliness. Why won't i let myself cut?

blondiebear · 12-02-2008, 06:39 AM

You won't let yourself cut because it is a form of emotional as well as physical injury? It takes courage to be lonely. It takes courage to feel any of the negative feelings. But then when we cut the feelings away, the good ones as well as the bad ones go.

I'm glad that you don't have to injure. Please tell us how you cope?
Hugs

RandomIdiot · 12-02-2008, 06:03 PM

To be honest i don't really know how i cope. I didn't make the decision to stop, it just kind of happened. Something in my head just told me it was wrong, and i just stopped doing it. I still cut every now and then. I think in the last year i've cut about 4 or 5 times. I honestly don't know how i cope.

Snorkmaiden · 12-02-2008, 06:24 PM

it doesnt matter how you cope, just that you do. Good on you. If you can cope without cutting, then that is some serious progress, and well done! xxx