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Triggering - more poems that i wrote
I wish I could be happy, I wish you would just leave it go,
Yelling doesn’t help, Why must u think it’s the only answer?
All I am is a teenage girl living life,
One that has dreams and wants to make something of herself,
Even though u may not think im smart enough, or good enough.
Why must u make my life miserable?
I deal with soo much. But it gets to be too much to handle.
Why must I be treated differently? Why must u like to see me cry?
You say u love me, but how can that be true..
If u did u wouldn’t treat me this way, and make me cry.
The day I leave will be the happiest day of my life..
Though it will be over, that is when I can for once to happy!
Poems that i wrote for my mom.. 3 years
Mom..
Today I think of what could of been..
What today could of changed for me...
Though many things have changed..
nothing will ever be the same...its always in the back of my mind.. It never leaves.
But there is one thing that im glad I remember...
Mom ur still with me today,
bcuz it wasn't ur turn to leave..
Mom..I love u so much.
Everyday I think how one decision could of changed everything.
I could of never had the chance to see u again.
We all make our share of bad choices, but
im so happy that one bad choice didn't take u away.
I don't know what I would do without u here with me.
Mom..
Every time im upset, ur always there,
.When im happy, ur happy too.
U say that I make u proud,
but im more proud to be ur daughter.
That all means the world to me.
That could of all changed..
U could of been gone forever..
Mom.. U mean everything to me.
Mom..
A word that means so much to a little girl.
A person that means the world.
U could of been taken away, on that one night, in the flash of a few minutes.
U could of been gone forever.
There could of been no more hugs..
No more talks, and
no more laughs, just memories of the past
but ur still here mom, bcuz,
u saw how much ur little gurl needed u.
Though we argue a lot, the good times outweigh the bad.
Everything u do, is bcuz u want ur little gurl to be happy.
U want the best for her.
And Mom, thats what u have given me.
When I look back, there is nothing about u that I would change.
U have been the best mom possible.
Though a few years ago, my life changed forever,
I will never forget the day that I found out..
My mom is coming home!!
Mom, u could of been gone forever, but thank god ur not,
Mom ur loved so much, don't ever go away again!!
Its 3 years today..
That u came home, Mom.
3 years since it hit me that I could not of had these last two years with u.
Mom, u mean the world to me.Though we argue a lot, I am still thankful for everyday that I have gotten to spend with u since that one day.
Some days I get angry and think that its all ur fault, that I have made bad decisions, but
now I realize it wasn't ur fault.
It was all mine.
All u ever wanted to be was happy, but mom u deserve much more then just being happy.
U would do anything for us, even if it meant sacrificing ur own happiness.
All u want is for us to be happy.
Everything u do is for us, and no one else.
We are so lucky to have a mom like u, but one thing I always think about....
That day three years ago was most likely all my fault!!
But I have to learn to live if that, and I will eventually.
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