hello, I thought we could start a thread about what we would miss most if we decided to take our lives.
being suicidal is hard, its even harder to rationalize things. especially since there isnt a specific "suicide" forum. please let me know if there is a thread like this somewhere else.
what I would miss most:
harry potter
reading
my mom, dad, and sister.
dutch the cutest dog ever.
mrs. bultsma
writing
food
renting movies
watching cheesy, b-level horror movies
buying tons of books, a big bowl of fruit salad, and reading all weekend
I'm a very spoiled girl. =]
"all things truly wicked start from an innocence."
The Beatles
My Friends
Writing
Sleeping
Feeling Infinate
Holding hands
Laying in the rain
Screaming
Sitting in the snow
Sleeping outside
Talking all night
Freezing in the snow then defrosting with good tea, a good movie and good friends
Loving
really being alive.
AFI
books
before this past October, I would've said my dog, but he passed
my rat
my best friend
the wind
rain
the beach
rivers
nature in general
the stars in the night sky
however....I believe in reincarnation, so I'm not sure I'd really be missing most of this...
I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.
If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see, you can find out first-hand what it's like to be me.
You'll need a symphony to give sympathy to the girl with the worst luck in town.
When I care, it curls me up on the floor and I swear I can't do it anymore.
its funny cause when i started thinking about what i'd miss i came up blank..then when i really gave it some thought there was heaps...
i'd miss the simple things like curling up on the lounge when its stormy outside, lots of good munchies and a scary movie...drinking with friends and getting to act like a kid again..watching the dogs play at the park, they always give me a reason to smile....CHOCOLATE!!!! ok blank now
take care all xoxoxox
Do not follow the common path.....go where there is no path and leave a trail.....
I'd miss chocolate milk.
Playing on the swings.
Cuddling underneath the stars.
When the sun is setting and the sky is bright red.
Dressing up like a princess.
Eating warm feta cheese.
Singing when I think no-one is listening.
I thought I heard you whisper my name yesterday,
And I turned around to say I love you,
But you weren't there and I realized; 1. Everything is beautiful, 2. Except for me. Destroy me one last time
...I dare you...
- music
- my friends (even though right now it feels like i would only miss about 2 of them right now, i know i would miss them..)
- mcr
- watching tv in winter with the fire on
- being inside when there is a storm outside
- (my family i guess...)
- realising things aren't as bad as i thought they were =)
I'd miss the stars and laying under them
just sitting online, doing nothing at all but listening to music
Ice Blasts
my daughter and my family
driving my car
discovering new music and the way it feels to discover a good new band/song
watching movies
cuddles not that i get them much now but yea
showers and reading in the bath
and having dreams
My mum
My sister
My friends
Scoffing Chinese with a can of lager
Bedtime
Music
Cats
Big fat greasy fry up on a hangover
Random drunk nights out
Snow
Surprises
Im quite simple :)
Carly xxx
I tried to be someone else, but nothing seemed to change
I know now this is who I really am inside
[I don't wanna die, but i ain't keen on living either]
i can honestly say aaron, my bf. i dont know if im scared i would miss him though (id be dead) or scared that id wake up again after failing the suicide and he wouldnt be there anymore!!! what can you miss if you are dead....you are no longer alive to miss anything
